There is Fire on the Mountain.

Hey there.
I apologize for taking so long to update this blog of mine. With all that goes on in life it's hard to make time to actually sit and write down the deepest thoughts within.

But I found some time, however, it's going to be hard to fill you in on EVERYTHING that has been going on. But I'll try.

Not too long ago I took a little road trip to Philly to visit my dear husband CMHA! I was accompanied by my homie D, and the newest addition to the crew Ms Lisa Marie. (:
I had a wonderful time out there. It was so great to see Chelz and all my other homies I met at Aquinas. It helped me feel a bit more independent because it was my first road trip without my family or any "adults". My homie Lisa drove the whole way there and back. It kinda motivated me to work on that license of mine, so that next road trip we can just alternate drivers (:
But anyways, there was a point during our weekend in Philly that got a little rocky and we almost left a day early. There was some unresolved tension between two of my good friends, and to be quite honest, even after our little intervention, I don't think the issue was really resolved. More like brushed under the rug simply to avoid further conflict. But I don't know. I hope they find time to truly work it and make sure its 100% good.

But after some tears and tough love, we decided to stay and make the best of it. We headed out to Hooters that night and had a wonderful evening!
Spending that weekend out there with my closest homies made me truly appreciate them. I genuinely enjoy their company and can full be myself and comfortable around them. See I'm the type of person who doesn't really get close to people. Even if we chill for a while, it's hard for me to fully connect, and most of the time I'm extremely nonchalant about things. But being around such a group of amazing girls makes my heart melt. I love each one of them. Even Lisa and Memanda, though I just recently started talking and chillin with them. I just enjoy real and honest people, who are okay just being themselves. No matter what.

So once we got back to NY I was back on my usual school flow and counting down the days till the wonderful and amazing Ingrid Michaelson's concert. I was SOOO excited. I went with my homie D and my boy Jayson, who I hadn't seen in like forever!.
THE SHOW WAS AMAZINGGG! I adore Ingrid because to me she is such a REAL and down to earth performer. She's goofy and entertaining and reminds me of someone I would hang out with on a daily basis. (: And as we stood there watching the show, we just so happened to stand next to the VIP section and ended up conversing with Ally Moss' mother. XD (she's one of Ingrid's background singers and guitarist)
Overall the night was unforgettable, not to mention we were like 10ft away from Ingrid right before she skipped away into her dressing room XD

Overall, life is amazing. I'm enjoying all the positive aspects of it. Although there are some rough patches, nothing compares to the joy and warmth I feel when I'm surrounded by positive and genuine people. I intend on living to the fullest extent and learn to love myself along the way. So far it's going pretty good (:

So tomorrow I will be chillin with my homie Diamond and Lisa, and I think my Bro is rolling with us too, (wish Chelz was here to make it complete =/) but we'll vid chat if anything. Tomorrow will be a chill out day with the crew, and I hope to have a good time XD

Peace and Love!